Is Your Behavior Contributing To Your Toxic Relationship?
It is always difficult to admit we might not be behaving in the best way. It is hard to own up to the idea that you might be the one making your relationship toxic. But, the only real way to grow as a person is to be accountable for your actions. You need to first recognize your wrongdoing before you can begin to make changes.
In the same way, it is difficult to admit wrongdoing, it can also be difficult to see the negative parts of yourself. You might feel like what you are doing is right, when it is actually very harmful.
What are some signs that your behavior is contributing to the toxicity of your relationship?
1.) Making Affection Conditional — Are you withholding affection because you want your significant other to do something? For example, maybe you are upset about how often you have to clean the house or how little he/she/they are helping with the children. Maybe you want them to agree to move into a different home or buy a new car, whatever the reason — affection should never be used as a bargaining tool. It shouldn’t hinge on getting something you want. Of course, you NEVER have to be affectionate when you don’t want to be but don’t make it a bargaining chip.
2.)Frequently Passive Aggressive — We all have moments when we are passive-aggressive but it is not healthy, and not helpful to a relationship. If you are frequently getting angry with your significant other and not telling him/her/they why you are mad, then you are halting communication efforts. Communication is necessary for any healthy relationship. If you can’t talk to each other that needs to change.
3.) “Test” Your Partner — If your relationship is healthy then you do not need to “test” your partner’s reactions to things. If you find that you are making them jealous or playing with their emotions in other ways to see how they might react, that is not healthy. If you trust each other then there is no need for mind games. Maybe this insecurity stems from something unrelated to your partner, maybe you need constant affirmation because of another deeper rooted issue. Regardless, this type of behavior needs to be seriously looked at.
There is help
If any of these sound like you, it is ok. There is help. You can change. The first step is acknowledging that these are serious issues that need your attention. A licensed professional counselor can help you to work through these problems and get to the root of why you might be behaving in this way. They can help you turn things around.
2 thoughts on “Is Your Behavior Contributing To Your Toxic Relationship?”
I am realizing I’m the toxic one because I have a hard time being accountable for my actions, instead I try to justify them. It’s driving a huge wedge in my relationship with my partner and I don’t want to lose him because I have a habit of making things seem ok in my view without seeing his.
Hi Natasha, thank you for your comment! I appreciate your courage to examine and acknowledge your own imperfection. The step now is to work on what is behind all the justification. Usually it’s about protecting the part that hurts. If you are open, work with any of our therapists to heal that part of you. Thank you for stopping by.